Compulsive
Seems like I've stood here before.
Seen all these things and much more.
From my spot at this door.
Looking down the road fading.
I've felt this feeling in the past.
Time flies by much too fast.
Where will the road end at last?
And will you be there waiting?
Do you hear me call your name?
To your picture in its frame?
I've felt a feeling quite the same.
But can not see what's coming.
Blind to all things lay ahead.
Void to all things like I'm dead.
Rest asleep not in my bed.
With no visitors calling.
The last time you saw me,
I tore out your heart.
Quickly and carelessly,
I was a master of the art.
The last time you saw me,
I lived in darkness.
Left you cold and lonely,
My mind was not of mine.
The last time you saw me,
I cared none of you.
I said things to make it easier,
But it wasn't easier on you.
This time when you see me,
I'll wear a smile despite my pain.
I know what I'd loved,
What I'd lost and found again.
This time when you see me,
I'll come to you a friend.
Beg for your forgiveness,
And find light at the end.
This time when you see me,
I'll be more sensitive.
Show you I've not given,
All I have to give.
The greatest time of the year,
A time filled with tricks and treats and fear.
Ghosts and Ghouls,
Clowns and Fools.
Nasty pranks, and no rules,
Enough candy to fill ten pools.
Parties with drinks and pie,
Children laughing on sugar high.
Demons and Freaks,
Mad science geeks.
Football players,
Little cheerleaders.
A time to break away,
From the ordinary day.
I can be whatever I want to be,
Anyone, anything but me.
Noble Knight,
King or Queen,
That is the beauty of Halloween.
The story of my life I wish to tell,
My thoughts may lead you to believe I'm not well,
But I assure you that I'm just swell.
Aside from the fact that I'm damned to hell,
My life taken one dark night,
Now on the devil's wing I take flight,
Against his cold dead body held tight,
Into my neck pains his bite.
Reborn with the dark gift,
Up through the soil I sift,
Out from my grave into night I drift,
A thirst for blood I can not lift.
Strange new things I've never seen,
Things I could not dreamt ever to had been,
Fragments of my memory wiped clean,
From mortal life I now careen.
So I walk the earth a restless soul,
What have I do
With blood red fangs I release my cry,
Up towards the moon in the sky.
A beast of night I become,
Scaring human hunters numb.
In the forest they've lost their way,
And will not live another day.
Because their scent I have caught,
Them and the deer they just shot.
On the path now I can feel,
That I'm in for a tasty meal.
This is my forest and I rule,
My werewolf instincts my only tool.
My tongue burns for their taste,
Their bones I'll gladly turn to paste.
I'm right behind them, I can smell their fear,
Fear not my friends the end is near.
Dodging their bullets and ripping them apart,
Through their rib cage and to their heart.
Current Residence: Uranus Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: My other sister. Favourite style of art: Dark art. Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: My ass. Shell of choice: Turtle. Wallpaper of choice: Who gives? Skin of choice: Mine. Favourite cartoon character: SPACE GHOST!!! Personal Quote: I'm not an alcoholic. Alcoholics go to meetings....
For any of you who have been wondering where I've been lately I come to answer for myself. I've been really busy with film school. It's great though, making alot of movies, so fun...But anyway, I've been working on some things and I hope to have them up soon, so don't give up on me just yet. See y'all around.
Thank you all for your great support! I've been here for like 3 days, and already I'm excited to be a part of dA. With that said, I'm glad you are all enthused about my work. But, if you have any inclination to use any of my pieces for any reason, please contact me and get my permission first. Thanks!!!